ever have one of those days you feel like no one seems to care about you ? like all they did was use you and when they was done they put you out in the trash can ? i have had many of those days. those days are not easy.
Family is not what it once use to be friends are not either, I found that when no one seems to be there that GOD is always there you can tell him every thing and he will Listin and never judge you ( ok so that was funny god judges every thing he is our judge ) but ya no what i mean
people all they do is judge you hurt you step on you they want to see you Fail and they even set you up to fail. But God is not like this he wants the best for us and dont want us to fail .
with out God i am nothing and no one turly i can not see Life with out him.
forgiveness is always KEY factor but it dont make u hurt any less for sure
oh well im just going on and on about things i guse
I start my 2nd redition treatment in 2 days im not looking forward to that but ill get By God is with me and always has been .
the 1st round gave me an upset tummy and i became sick but i will make it through all of this and in the end i know i have beat cancer and kicked it in the butt
ok well for now thats all i have to say lol
Signing off
no one ever reads my blog anyways
APril
Monday, June 28, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Cancer and Radition
Well i dont come on here as much as i should but maybe i should start coming here more offten, many all ready know that in the 1st week or so in march
i had been rushed to the Hospital bleeding i had past out and husband had to call 911 i had a blood transfusion and told i needed a D&C no this time i didnt misscarry.
on march 22nd 2010 my test showed i had Urtaus cancer sadly. on April 16th i had my Urtaus and ovrys and tubes along with lymp nodes removed
found out im stage 1 A but grade 2 of my cancer , im now in remison but still have to undergo radition treatment starting june 23rd 2010 and checks ups with my cancer doctor every 3 months for 2 years then every 6 months for 3 years with ct scans once a year if the cancer dont return ill be cancer free in 5 years
its not been easy having all removed ment the ending of our dream to have a child, so thats what i been up to
ill try and post here more offten thanks for prayers
i had been rushed to the Hospital bleeding i had past out and husband had to call 911 i had a blood transfusion and told i needed a D&C no this time i didnt misscarry.
on march 22nd 2010 my test showed i had Urtaus cancer sadly. on April 16th i had my Urtaus and ovrys and tubes along with lymp nodes removed
found out im stage 1 A but grade 2 of my cancer , im now in remison but still have to undergo radition treatment starting june 23rd 2010 and checks ups with my cancer doctor every 3 months for 2 years then every 6 months for 3 years with ct scans once a year if the cancer dont return ill be cancer free in 5 years
its not been easy having all removed ment the ending of our dream to have a child, so thats what i been up to
ill try and post here more offten thanks for prayers
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