Our miracle

Well we are once again trying to set up a blog, we use my space a lot but hey it would be fun to try to also use blog i think anyways. Not much new with us My husband and i been keeping very busy with work,Ministry and our 3 cats that keep us on our feet, we take one day at a times, we are a christian family who yes faces many tests and trails in our life, we have been trying for 3 years and 11 months since the day we was married to have our own child, alot of stress and heart brakes and many let downs and failed test,the doctor put me on some drugs to help us have a child claimed was one of them and we had no ideal at the time but the very drug that was to help me have our own child would leave my body in such bad shape but we would not come to know that for a while, after a while and even trying to look in to adopting and having that fail on us i started to give up my dream of ever having birth children and also adopting children the road is a roller coaster you have good days and then the bad days hit you hard, My Dad had past away in NOV of 2004 he was only 49 years old his birthday is may 22ND 1955 Every year since dads death i go to the grave and let go of balloons in his memory

On this day may 22ND 2008 i set in a waiting room of the ER waiting to get done a dye test done as my ovary's had been having alot of pain for the past few years i had to fight my OB even allow them to let me have this test done in my mind i hoped and prayed maybe after 3 years i would also find out the reason we was unable to have children my own mind i thought maybe one of my tubes was part blocked but not fully . Boy was i wrong nothing could ever prepare us for the news that was about to hit us ,

The doctor who did the dye test came in and said Your tubes are blocked and very badly damaged and you have a Enlarged tumor , my 1st Question as you can imagine is was this tumor cancer ? and thank GOD it was not cancer , but that is all i knew about the tumor at the time ,

after a few days or so we called our OB and gave us no info on the tumor gave us no hope and told us there was nothing she can do for us we had to go to a doctor that is not coverd and would cost tones of money , So we looked for a 2nd OB and GOD lead us to one he told us that the tumor i had was a fibroid tumor ( yes many woman can get these ) mine was not cancer Mine how ever was very Big and enlarged this meaning it could do alot of Damaged to my womb and other organs ( we did not have much family support ) no one to lay hands on us and pray or show they cared other then a few family members who happen to live in CALIF and not close by,

let me tell you when you get told you have a tumor i do not care if it is cancer or not this news hits you hard and it makes you take a long look at your life and how you have lived it and you have questions such as have i done all i can do for the Lord ? i never question GOD at all i put my trust in him and learned what it meant to 100% fully trust HIM because i could not trust the doctors at all i knew God if so could choose to heal me ,

my husband called Church's around the area who prayed he called ministry's like the 700 club and other programs to pray for us and he even laid his hands on me him self to pray i always felt such a heat go throw me. one day while watching the 700 club they had back to back words one was the woman who has a fibroid tumor is being healed the tumor is GONE i calmed it then the 2nd word was a woman's tubes are being opened and she will have a baby i calmed that to in July of 2008 my doctor wanted to take alook at the tumor so i had a sugary while i was in the recovery room he talked to my husband and told him

My tumor was GONE and my tubes wasn't BLOCKED the tubes was twisted and he went in and untwisted them he had no ideal how that happen but we did it was by the power of the LORD

We know and trust him now for our miracle baby and not just by birth we still would love to adopt daughters and sons from China and we trust that GODS will shell be done he didn't place being a mommy in my heart for nothing

I share this today with you because i hope it can bring some kind of hope to others facing the same as us ,

i will post as much as i can GOD BLESS

April and Christian from IOWA