The little one we wanted to adopt has all ready been adopted, due to some incom issues we found out we will not be able to adopt at lest over seas anyways how ever we can sponser a child from reeces rainbow who needs adopted we are going to prayfuly consider doing this in the up coming new year but not just any place probley with reeces rainbow please pray for all the little ones who has downs to get a home :)

For now thats all the update but i will update later on

Wanting to Adopt a little boy with downs

Many of you know my husband and i want to Adopt a Child to us we did not care of the child was newborn or 11 we just have a heart to adopt a child, i was doing some research on googles and i found a place here is the address http://www.reecesrainbow.com It is called Reeces rainbow we are praying over this little boy in the photo we fell in love with him and all through we are unsure if we would even be approved of adoption due to debt and our incom we will never stop praying over this little boy to find a home, we are praying that his home will be with us through, we have contacted reeces rainbow and are waiting to here back from this if all went well we would hold an Adoption fundraiser to bring this little boy home we would love more then anything to give him a home.

He was born in 2006 and has downsydrom all of reeces rainbow kids are down kids they need your prayers love and attachen so even if you can not adopt a child your self you can sponsor a child and it helps the ones who will adopt them with Adoption funds you could think about doing this.

Please pray for us over Adopting a this child from reeces rainbow pray for GODS blessing and if we cant get appoved pray he can be adopted pray for all the children at reeces rainbow they need to be adopted out fast.

i will update more and promise to adopt once we find out more

God bless

April

1 month past

1 Month has gone by since we lost our unborn baby, it has not been Easy it never Is i wont lie we have not gained any support from any Family members infact my big brother well the oldest of my 2 big brothers dont have 1 dran thing to do with us truly the other one dont either, my mom well she was never truly all together there, and of course the only one i ever was close to my dad he died in 2004, we have had a grate deal of support from stangers online but not offline,

We miss our baby so very much the sock of seeing his arm and where he was forming his head every thing wasnt easy on me, i am not saying i would never want to have seen him i am very grateful i had a chance to see my baby BOY but easter sunday changed my LIFE forever he wasnt our only loss but somthing about this baby changed me.

i cant understand why thesse things seem to happen to those who would love children more then the world and back again

but those who beat or murder there own children seem to have them It seems so unfair when i walk in to a store and see a mother yell at her child then HIT him im not just talken a small smack becasue he acted out but truly a big old HIT a cross the face and then she laughs about it or she cuss's him out,

or a woman who gets praggy easly and also aborts them Easly i cant understand how people can have babies just to hurt those babies but when it comes to me some one whos helped raise other peoples kids

some one who be a GRATE MOTHER seems to lose her unborn baby and seems to never have a baby on earth

i guse i am complaning to much i trust in GOD for sure becasue he is the one who holds all life in his hands he can give life and he can take it AWAY.

i do trust him BUT the human part of me is so hurt and angery and says when will it be my trun

i dont no i guse im only venting please pray for me and us

well im gonna go to bed now its 5 AM

Easter was a bad day

Easter was a very bad day for me i started to bleed around 2:30 AM very thick blood and ended up losen my unborn baby we saw his arm and fingers ETC and what was starting to from in to his head, i went to the ER and bleed for 24 hours none stop, i came home and tryed my best to get some rest of course that did not come until the bleeding came to a full stop,

this is my 2nd loss since OCT of 2008 all together 3 loses, of course, i found out i have a bleeding disorder so this is why i keep losen my babies and also find it hard to get praggy, im at high risk of cancer due to it, i may need to have every thing removed meaning no chance to ever have a baby this is hard,

im still week im on my lap top PC in my rocking chair but every time i have to get up i start having problams breathing

im trying to deal with this along with the lose life can be so unfair and so messed up but ill keep my faith in GOD over it all i know hes in control and i love him

but that dont mean i dont have feelings im still a human

please pray for us thanks

April

5 years and 2 months of TTC

As i set here and ponder i cant help but thank my husband and i have been trying for a Miracle baby on earth for 5 years and 2 long months with only being able to get praggy 2 times and both those ending in a miscarrage, the last baby we lost was due JUNE 8th 2009 So it does hit me hard that my baby will not be Born at all i have a Niece that is due June 5th 2009 We was excited about having the babies be born close in age, But sadly my baby did not make it,

Some times i ask GOD when will it be my turn i know he can do miracles i have seen it 1st hand But it can get depresing i have been through hell over it and Yes i been through all of the tests ETC the only thing left is to mix my husbands sperm with my egg then place that back in me and Pray it takes and then if it does pray i dont lose the baby this cost to much money we just simpley dont have and we dont have the money to adopt either

We are praying GOD will have Favoir on us and we will be blessed with a child either way it doesnt mater how a baby comes to us it would be ours and we would have open hearts and arms to love that baby ,

i just want to be a Mother on earth i am a mother of 2 angels in heaven i love my babies but i want a baby on earth to hold to love to here those words mommy

My husband wants more then this world to be a daddy and it kills me that its taken us this long

I will be 29 in AUG 1 year away at that point from being 30 i want a baby before i turn 30 my heart is broken my soul is hurt

Keep praying for us

Love
April

Kylees 6th year in Heaven

Today is My couisn Kristins Daughter Kylees Angel date Kylee is more of a baby niece to me then a couisn She was Born on oct 31st 2002 with a heart defact, She touched so many peoples life's around the world and apointed many to the Lord and still to this day does, Kylee was a strong baby girl who fight every day to hold on to life,

she spent 2 long trying and testing months in the NICU before they allowed her to come home she had a whole in her heart and they could not fix it until after the age of 1 when they said she would be strong enough but sadly after 5 wonderful weeks at home on FEB.20th 2003 Kylee at the age of 3 and 1/2 months old whent home to be with the LORD he touched and healed her in heaven,

its been 6 long years since kylee was Born and went to be with the Lord she is missed and loved i will be lighting her candle today in her memory and i ask every one to pray for her mommy and daddy and baby sister

thanks

April

Geting warmer

Well here in iowa its starting to warm up today is 55 i just hope we stay this way for a while, very nice days out side i do not tend to think that Iowa had a bad winter at all this year thats just my own thought now we did get cold days but wasnt as bad as it could be,

Im very ready for spring to be here and winter to be Gone with,

Our family is doing Good, we will be taking my niece Allison over night this Saterday she will leave sunday all though i could keep her forever LOL Shes A good girl we will be doing march of dimes walk again this year for the 3rd time the 1st time we walked in memory of my niece kylee who died at 3 months old

the last 2 years we been walking for my Niece Allison our team is Team miracle Allison hope,

She was 2 pounds at birth and was born with Hydro ( built up water and fluids of the brain ) and doctors never thought Ali would live or make it How ever by the grace of GOD allison our Miracle Made it She will be 2 years old on may 4th We are excited about her 2nd birthday,

Allison hope is a ture miracle she cant walk yet and is just now learning to set on own but shes a smart baby in every way ,

She will need eye glass's

Ali is such a ture Miracle baby

If u would like to sponser our team, or join our team let us know even $.5.00 will help all money goes right to the march of dimes and helps to save a babies LIFE


Enclosed us the link to our march page.


http://www.marchforbabies.org/miracleallisonhope

Thanks so very much

Book of Life

Well i would like to give thanks to the holy innconts Church in NY who write my Angel babies down in the book of life at there church and sent us thesse book of life things it is good to see our babies Name writen on somthing like this it has blessed us

our 1st baby Caseylynne marie was lost on 11-25-04 and our last baby Rebekah Faith Elizabeth was lost on 10-11-08 We miss our Angel babies more then words can say, but we also know one day we will hold them when God calls us home,

Well I would like to personley say it has been a very long time since i loged in that is becasue our computer had crashed and we ended up with a lap top computer,

But we have been doing Good and are blessed by the Good Lord, i will post a longe update on us later on i hope every ones new year has started off write,

Please visit our babies Websites and sign there guest books

http://rebekah-faith.webs.com/index.htm

and http://caseylynne-marie.webs.com/

Thank you to every one whos been there and has prayed for us it means alot to us we know Listens and he heres each prayer,

God Bless All of you,

PS if i have hurt any one at all in the past i ask forgiveness i want this new year to start off right thanks

April Lorey.

Mommy and daddy miss you Lady bug angel and Snowflake angel we love you and send our hugs and kiss's up to heaven for u

Love Mommy and daddy

Update on Our family

Sorry i have not Updated in a while, There hasnt been to much new at our house other then Alot of Remebering our sweet babies we have lost who are living above in Heaven, We miss our unborn babies we lost But have that hope they are in Gods Kingdom where we will one day See them and hold them for the 1st time ever,

We have Also been sick with bad colds and bad flu its 16 below 0 today here in Iowa and again our heat is not working and the land lord is being lazy and not doing a thing about it, and we have no car so its also been hard for my husband to walk every where we Go

How ever we turst in GOD and praise him in all Good and in all bad times PRAISE GOD for all he does in each of us.

we still have our three wonderful cats who tend to always keep us busy and on our toes,

We are working on somthing Called Snowflake Angel Bracelets what this is is we make bracelets and send them to mommys and or dads who have lost a baby before its birth FREE of Chrage so they have somthing in memory of there baby

we are so excited about snowflake angels ill post the website when we have it up and runing until then

May God Bless
April

Its a New year

It is a new year that means a new start for every thing. Looking forward to what the Lord has in store for us, many big changes im sure will happen this year, I think back to 2008 and here is a look back at 2008

LOOKING back to 2008
Many things happen to us this year the best Gift was when God touched and healed me of the tumor and the damaged tubes ( the tubes that had a infection ) this was a Miracle for my healing. my Niece Allison had a grate Year With no Health problems at all other then the commen Cold and flu sickness. her shunt is working she learn to set up by her self and she turned 1 back in may, ( for those of you who do not know Allison was born at only 2 pounds and is a hydro baby i was her caregiver for the 1st 14 months of her life.

God Blessed uswith three New Cats Bell we got in FEB of 2008 and our boys we got in July of 2008. my Couisn Sandy Came in from CA that was a Joy for us.

Iowa had big floods in the summer so we didnt get to do alot.

And the gratest sad news for 2008 was the loss of our unborn baby on OCT 11th 2008 and one of the most hardest for us to deal with she is not our 1st child we lost the 1st child happen in 2004 only 4 years earlyer . our baby was due june of 2009 i happened to be 4 weeks along with the baby,

My brother inlaw came in with his Girlfriend from TX and gave us the news they was having a baby as well also due june 2009 ( we had hoped to raise our babies together but sadly ours didnt make it )

and we went to spring Filed MO my husband got a job we had fixed to move down there until our van broke down and we had to come back to iowa for the time being.

We enjoyed the Iowa State Fair and the hot airballoons as well as the country fair this year

we ring in the new year with my nephew Joel nathan who will be 10 this coming April .

Of Course for 2008 many ups and downs and test and trails and yet Joys as well ,

2009 so far has been Good And Blessed for us i Believe God has so much instore for us As for our Ministry and where to take it next we have to be BOLD and Stand up for the good Lord and take that step out in to the world and get over our Shyness becasue Gods gonna take us to all new levels of Ministry this year we have a strong feeling over this.

Anyways i will sign off for now

PS if i have hurt any one i ask forgiveness Lifes to short to get upset or fight

Love
April

To all those going behind my back

To all those who have went behind my back read my last blog and then went to some one elis that was cold hearted i do not even know who is all reading this but if you have somthing to say to me then dont go behind my back

You Can email me at aunt2amiracle@yahoo.com make your selfs knowen if my dad was still alive he would tell you every thing you can even call graig burkhead who will tell you i am his niece by Choice not by BLOOD,

Its sad when So Called CHRISTAINS try to tere each other apart HMM What kind of Christian does such things its in that moment i see why people run so far from GOD not saying i am perfact in no way but how do you know i am not one of those weak christians right now.

I guse in away you dont so it isnt a very good Christian to go behind my back

We are Adults

its like this

there is 3 kids 1 kid does somthing the other kid says look what shes done or said LOOK at all that HMMM sound like a CHILD

an Adult should go to the person whos done somthing and say hey i want to ask u a few Questions and talk about your post see then we could all be adults instead of going behind each others backs HMM sad that none of you can act likle Adults

BOY i think you know some one but the turth is i dont no any of you. SOME not ALL but SOME of you doesnt act like u did at church you go behind peoples back thats a WOLF

Ill never again trust another christian for nothing part of the reason i do longer go to a church becasue

EVEN when dad died none of you was there for me they always ask HOWS Your mother Thats fine but what about HOW are you i was there when he dead and not one person showed they gave a rats butt

NICE CHRISTIANS

GOD BLESS
BYE

APRIL

PS if this MAKES U MAD STOP READING MY POST